Full-Blown Agony: A Personal Battle Against the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a gloomy weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a educator, attempting to manage a new class, when a sharp pain erupted behind my one eye. Then came rapid shocks, like lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the discomfort eased and then came back with increased intensity. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and ran to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I took paracetamol, but the agony remained unbearable.
The attacks appeared frequently that fall, and once more in the spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-blown pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a doctor finally referred me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches typically begin with intense pain around one eye that persists up to three hours.
About one in 1,000 people are affected by the disorder, and men are more often diagnosed. Attacks usually begin with abrupt, severe agony focused on one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or face sweating. I have an episodic type, which occurs in periodic cycles; some patients have continuous attacks, defined by the absence of extended symptom-free periods.
What unites patients is the intensity. One research paper rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster patients experienced thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the number fell to four percent when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and hit my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her teens, like many causes, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often mistook her episodes as intoxicated episodes. Understanding eventually came from her parent and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after moving, but often concealed her condition. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.
Still, the inability to plan daily activities around unpredictable attacks took its effect. She particularly disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented across history. “The earliest account of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the topic. They attributed the disease to an evil entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Ancient medical records suggest bizarre remedies for what modern observers would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a separate disorder, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more folk remedies.
It was a European physician who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very intense headache happening and disappearing each day at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially classified by global medical committees in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel which supplies blood to the brain. Prominent experts in diagnosing the condition explain this.
In the late 1990s, scientists released the results of a study for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, published in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they felt better.
In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. One man's symptoms started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he had four operations before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a physician looked up his symptoms.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosis and managing happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other primary headache conditions, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A thorough history is crucial: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how much time? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given inadequate therapies.
A charity trustee, 78, has experienced cluster headaches for most of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She believes the dental profession still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided me through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack eased.
National guidelines on management recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific drug delivered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly helps manage the bouts of some individuals.
But consultant neurologists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer treatment process and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the cycle dictates the approach.” Brief bouts with infrequent attacks are handled with acute treatment only. More prolonged or more severe bouts require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the area of the head where the pain is that decreases nerve signals.
The national guidance need updating to reflect a